Oh The Irony!

Today we moved to #13 for Ebaby. And today we applied for our little surprise from China. We should know a week from now. I had a friend mention how wild & crazy our lives are. I guess it really is in the big scheme of things, but I don't think I'd want it any other way. So, I wouldn't expect our adoptions to be any different. I do have to admit I believe this stress is doing a number on me. If we aren't matched (which today I don't believe we will be) then I am going to focus on Ebaby and our orphan ministry at church. I CAN'T TAKE MUCH MORE OF THIS!!!!! If I don't get any sleep soon - this family might fall apart from this crazy woman going physco. Yes, it sounds funny & I am laughing now - but I really think I am close to loosing it because I am so sleep deprived. Remember "when Mama ain't happy, then no one's happy."

Andy feels this is the one. I guess I let the devil get at me today. I was so pumped yesterday. Now, today I have major doubts. I guess part of it is the tiredness & part of it's the honory child that took residence up in my youngest's body & maybe some of it had to do with our social worker mentioning that we aren't the only ones applying for the little girl & to be prepared for "another disappointment." WHAT? Friday, she was more than excited for us. She thought it would be a perfect match for our family. And now she's reminding us to be cautious. Can't we enjoy this week without the doom & gloom hanging over us reminding us not to get too close?

Anyway, tonight I had the honor of meeting with an awesome group of people from our church who are interested in getting the orphan care ministry going. OH OH OH OH God is doing something..... And I am so thankful that He's allowing me to be a small part of something so big. YIPPPEEE!!!!!