Come On Phone Ring...... (pretty please?)

It's time for me to break down & have a pity party. TOMORROW I will have been looking at the cutest little face for an entire month without knowing when we will get to go meet her. It's KILLING me. I really do believe that the waiting after referral is the hardest. It is so much easier when you don't have a face to go along with all those prayers. Generics are truly easier. And watching others, I have NOTHING to complain about. Some people are waiting MONTHS as their children grow older without them. I believe that is the hardest part for me. I know she is being taken care of. I know they are doing the best they can. I just want to be the one to hold her & rock her & sing Jesus Loves Me to her & watch her laugh. I am missing out on so much. She will have grown so much by the time we get to her that I fear I may not even recognize her. Praying that we get that oh so important call soon with that oh so important court date. I can't share her pic yet. But I must tell you, I CAN'T WAIT TO KISS ON THOSE SWEET TOES OF HERS!!!!!!!!!!!!